Saturday, June 21, 2008

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two new tattoos... Not sure if the Marilyn beauty mark on the face really counts as a tat, but whatever. The sylph will take another session to finish because its watercolor, from an unknown Japanese artist. i've wanted this tattoo for 13 years. i'm happy i finally have an airy companion on my shoulder.
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anxious. This week was crazy as hell. Next will be cool, hopefully.
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what to wear on my next set... aside my birthday suit, obviously.
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i got the documents for transferring my college. The perspective gives me butterflies. School will be expensive and i can't really afford it. And there will be a lot involved, a lot more than just $$$ and stuff...
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sometimes i get tired of putting on the strong front. i've been falling apart from the inside out for a while. Don't know how much longer i can hold on. And i really don't want to fall apart.
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i need a lot more love, care and attention than people imagine, and than i ask for. i never tell people what i really need, actually. i'm not good with that.
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i managed to fuck the lock for the other anklet as well. Great, i'm locked up for life. Piiiiiii!
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vacation is in a month! Woo-hoo for my mother's potato salad and pasta!
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i'll edit this when i can think straight. i hate falling apart in blogs.
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meh. wanna see me on the catwalk? Click to watch the show from the 19th.
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i am truly an awful, terrible, horrible, evil person. And a coward. Fuck. But what a lovable coward am i...
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tomorrow will be another lovely day.
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i want to scream.
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