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all too honestly, its how i feel. i look like a ghost, i had blood taken from me twice this week for exams and i am not exactly the healthiest person at any moment.
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not only that, i am on a hideous diet for another exam that includes 60 grs of fat per day, till sunday. i'm screwed. and i was so glad i lost 3 kg since last week.
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anyway, at least i am cooking and eating food, not only snacks or junk food. actually, i haven't touched anything unhealthy since sunday night, and it's starting to limit my options. thanks to my brilliant work colleague, i figured out how to include healthy oils in my diet. Avocado. And sesame. i made yakissoba yestereday for lunch (i started the diet yesterday) and for dinner, risoto. it was exactly 60 grs. today it'll be aubergine caneloni and fried fish with mushrooms for lunch, texmex for dinner. i guess tomorrow i'll have to go mideast or i wont be able to fill my "fat" quota for the day.
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i made a purse, that looks completely different from the original design, and am half way thru a jumper. let's see if it will be wearable. i desiged a lovely tweed dress, but i don't think i am capable of that sort of stuff. dunno.
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i caught up with long overdue laundry. everything is in place. but i havent really rested much this week. so i'm glad its over, although i have a full afternoon. meetings, class, more meetings, and then to the doctors to schedule my surgery.
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and nothing else important happened. bland. i could scream out of boredom. but i am too tired for it.
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i hope i have time to work out today or tomorrow. it makes me feel better.
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i miss Him. a lot. but i'm too washed out to be good company. and i thought the healthy food would make me feel better. maybe it takes longer to work.
all too honestly, its how i feel. i look like a ghost, i had blood taken from me twice this week for exams and i am not exactly the healthiest person at any moment.
*
not only that, i am on a hideous diet for another exam that includes 60 grs of fat per day, till sunday. i'm screwed. and i was so glad i lost 3 kg since last week.
*
anyway, at least i am cooking and eating food, not only snacks or junk food. actually, i haven't touched anything unhealthy since sunday night, and it's starting to limit my options. thanks to my brilliant work colleague, i figured out how to include healthy oils in my diet. Avocado. And sesame. i made yakissoba yestereday for lunch (i started the diet yesterday) and for dinner, risoto. it was exactly 60 grs. today it'll be aubergine caneloni and fried fish with mushrooms for lunch, texmex for dinner. i guess tomorrow i'll have to go mideast or i wont be able to fill my "fat" quota for the day.
*
i made a purse, that looks completely different from the original design, and am half way thru a jumper. let's see if it will be wearable. i desiged a lovely tweed dress, but i don't think i am capable of that sort of stuff. dunno.
*
i caught up with long overdue laundry. everything is in place. but i havent really rested much this week. so i'm glad its over, although i have a full afternoon. meetings, class, more meetings, and then to the doctors to schedule my surgery.
*
and nothing else important happened. bland. i could scream out of boredom. but i am too tired for it.
*
i hope i have time to work out today or tomorrow. it makes me feel better.
*
i miss Him. a lot. but i'm too washed out to be good company. and i thought the healthy food would make me feel better. maybe it takes longer to work.
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whatever.
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all work and no play makes me a very sad and ugly lady.
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whatever.
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all work and no play makes me a very sad and ugly lady.
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don't i deserve a drink?
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as for the weekend, Master is out so i stay in. But i will just spend tomorrow working and sewing, and sunday is clean up and doll up day, because He returns on monday. Yeah, i'll be pretty tired by then.
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blah!
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and mondays are always soooo terrible. next monday i must go back to the health clinic, i have class, and i have a doctors appointment, all in the morning. then i have class in the afternoon and at night. Master will defintely be greeted by the ghost of me. And there isn't much i can do about it.
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